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California Sunsets by Cauterize |
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4/28/04 (recorded 4/28/04 @ 12:50:06 PM) |
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The day started out cloudy and cold....the addiction of lust and sin filled the musty moonlit air. She crawls out of bed...not knowing what happened last night nor what may happen today. She slowly puts her clothes on stumbling over broken bottles and empty cigarrete boxes. He lies there sleeping, never waking to tell her he loves her, never waking to see the mess that she had created that night. She leaves before he notices what he has done to her. She covers her bruises and wounds with the hope of tomorrow's get away. Never again Never agian She must go, she must leave before she drowns in this town's rumors and lies. The heartbreak from the death of herself may never remove its roots which are suffocating her softly. Struggling she pulls on it, ripping pieces of her own with it. Where to go now? never again never again She falls to her knees in desperation for salvation. She needs someone...anyone that will help her and love her the way he did. Don't forget me! Don't blame yourself! They cry trying to show her the way. The way to where? The way into more lies and earthly hell or the way into the light which will reveal the truth they've known for so long. SHE'S A WITCH! They cry in their dreams...who knew? Never again Never again Don't blame me... Wait for the world to come to you, always take 2 steps forward and 1 step backward. It may take you longer that way, but you see more of the beauties in life. PATIENCE! .........................................................Wait ....................................................cry ............................................talk .....................................time .........................move on ................anger ......helpless cheated!!!!!! never again never again so many people give thoughtless advice before they know what she feels inside. Her whole life she was prepared for this moment, but who could imagine it would be this hard. The sun rises slowly over the fresh green rolling hills of California. never again She walks into the room she's dreaded this for so long. As she opens the door she peers in... there he is... sitting on the edge of the bed crying...weeping... She creeps in, undetected and starts cleaning up the mess. One broken bottle. one cigarrete. She moves nearer to him hoping he would see her...there it is... the moment of truth. They make eye contact and the magic filled the air Never again Sitting on the beach, watching the sun go down, holding eachother underneath the baby blue blanket of memories and false hopes. She's thinking of another and he knows it. She doesn't say anything as he kisses her soft lips The sea is so cold this time of night but what the heck...why not Jump in both feet true love doesn't exsist the one true undieing love in her life was ripped away...by nothing, nothing at all it seems it's happened before she knew it never again never again |
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