There is so much that I need to do.
by bondservant
(652 views) - 3/24/05
(recorded 3/24/05 @ 10:42:41 AM)
There is so much that I need to do. So many changes I need to make in myself. It is a bit discouraging, actually. But I think it is kinda like a messy room--it seems to be a huge disaster when you step back and are forced to look at all of it at once, but I guess if you just start working on it piece by piece, it cleans up more quickly than you would expect. But I can't downplay the changes that I must undergo. There is a lot to be done. In a way, though, I look forward to the changes. They will bring me a few steps closer to being the person I've wanted to be all along. I hate the path that I've taken and the pain that I've caused, and it will probably take me a long time to come to terms with that, but there is hope. At least I believe there is hope.

I pray that there is hope because there is so much that I need to do.
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There is hope. I know there is.

Bring it on
   [Esperando (J:: M) 3/24/05 10:57 AM]

Everything's not lost....

::at your service::
   [bondservant (J) 3/24/05 11:39 AM]

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