by delphian
(835 views) - 2/8/08
(recorded 2/8/08 @ 9:56:35 PM)
Well. I really do honestly miss her. I can't have her. All I can have is our friendship. This sucks, its so bittersweet. Just why am I such a fool to let go what I wanted all along? I think we had our relationship too early and I didn't know what I wanted from a partner. Now that I know what I'm looking for, I realize that I had already had it. Smart, charming, funny, a complete nerd, beautiful. I am sad, I try to hide it for the most part, but I am sad. I do contemplate our relationship a lot. She was able to read me well. signing off for now.

Yours always and forever
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